I actually cannot handle what is going on with my life right now.
Having anxiety attacks and getting overwhelmed by everything is not a fun way to live.
I'm having so much anxiety right now and nobody gets it. Most of all the person who really doesn't get it is the one I most wasn't to be able to rely on but I keep finding out that he finds these traits of my anxiety disorder unattractive and disgusting. Which is great, join the club, so do I!
But right now I just need understanding and comfort and I can't find that with anyone.